August 2009
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horoscopes.
“Perhaps your notions of love are all in your head and this is one grand self-delusion, but on the other hand it could be real so the question is “Are you prepared to walk away from a possibility?” You have to take a new look at your motives and other people’s reasons for being in your life and dare to display a larger than life response to get to the truth. You’ll...
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invisible monsters and nausea. how many more days will i put up with this. more like, how many more days can i put up with this. because this is bullshit. youre bullshit. every word and line slipping from your lips is just another lie. and i’m buying every one with everything i’ve got. consequently, i’m just like you, only better. you all think i’m a bad liar? truth is,...
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you are everything i need. you are everything i want. you are the one right here next to me. but when you’re far away, why do you still get to me like this. you care. its mindblowing to think how you couldn’t care. you do everything. you make me smile when you do nothing.
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after several walks home alone in the 120 degree weather, nobody to get a ride from, being stranded in random places, i have learned i can rely on nobody but myself. my own hands and feet, mind, money, everything and anything. and i mean that in the least bitchy way possible. like, i shouldnt count on anyone else for anything. not to help me, not to make me happy, not to pick me up or drive me...
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we try to blind ourselves from whats in our face, or try to turn our backs on the truth, telling ourselves what we see is just an illusion. my stomach is turning in knots, twisting and cringing, blood rushing. sometimes its a guilt trip, other times its necessary. thanks for using me. because the more i think, the more i think i dont know. this is why we keep our mouths shut. its better that...
