November 2009
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“it speaks to me like all is fine, when i could cry, from all the bends and breaks that i took this time. when happiness is based on lies, its so hard, its too hard, to tell the truth.” why continually look upon the past when there are better things now? still hasnt clicked in the head that your happiness was based on lies…..wasn’t it? try to set mind in stone, it’s...
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when did everything start to change. why does everything feel so weird and different now. i wish i could go back to when things didnt matter this much or when i didnt care so badly. its weird when things you used to be so sure of you are now quite the opposite. where did this feeling even come from? a reminder of the person i hate, how am i seeing this. i need to clear my head but i dont know...
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cars.
the sunlight is sparkling through the crack in the windshield, and im spacing off into nowhere-land once again. i didn’t wear my seatbelt because it feels so uncomfortable all wrapped around my body, like ropes tangling or arms and hands holding me down. the people outside the car keep moving, im watching the yellow light turn red, and instead of speeding up to miss it, its times like these...
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dear phoenix, we have a problem.
“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.” what to do when nothing matches to standards, and...
